Angel With A Dirty Face (anonymoussorrow) wrote,
Angel With A Dirty Face
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It Don't Matter....

Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing
Trying to find something
I guess it's back to huffin'
Paint and model glue
oh how I die when I look
At you smilin' lovin' life
and all I know is blue
Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs
Everything's beautiful
as long as I ain't there
I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile
who cares
I think I'll go to sleep for a while now

I'm barely livin' in my skin
depression's my only friend
And I don't know where I am heading
tryin' to forget where I've been
And I'm so sick of lying
God please show me that silver lining
Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well
my heads full of hell and
This world's a jail but

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And as the pain begins to displace
had it to ear level
With this place
you see it on my face a state of suspended grace
Gradually I erase
and find comfort in the sickest womb
I might be present but not in the room
To whom it may consume
melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello
Dead off in the Median
Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral

So they say that life's a play
and that all the world's a stage
Then for another part I pray
the show ends the same way everyday
And my heart carries the pain
of a brain I can't explain
Am I insane
Am I insane

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear

And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything good is gone
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
And everything bad is here
It doesn't really matter now does it

And it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bea
rAnd it don't matter and I don't care
I let my pain into the air
Cuz everything good's over there
And everything here's hard to bear
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